Control Freak

I think I want to write something.

I have lots in my mind, more in my heart.

But my mind tells me not to write about it.

I think I want to say something.

I have lots in my mind, more in my heart.

But my minds tells me not to say a word.

Just writing a bit of, kind of poetry. I haven't done so in a long, long while. The last time I wrote one, I was mending a broken heart. When you get older, I realized, you get more emotional. Not the "emo" type that I was way back in college or highschool. I get more emotional in every turn, because I realize that this is now my life. So far from all the stories I have in my head that I have written down meticulously. I get more emotional because a lot of it, has been scratched off my paper and there are still many blank pages and spaces waiting to be written on.

I think I want to do something.

I have lots in my mind, more in my heart.

But my heart tells me one thing,

My mind tells me otherwise.